Well I guess I got the closure I needed yet again gem has lied to Me. With that one lie everything We had finally died in Me. I feel nothing except a sense of failure but I am now convinced you cannot teach someone who does not want to learn.
Trust is such a delicate flower and once damaged it is almost impossible to recover. Without that trust in a person I cannot give them any part of Me, so I doubt even friendship is an option now. And maybe tis better that way.
All I ask of anyone is simple honesty, if you can not give Me that walk away as you are not walking the same path as Me. I do not judge the truth but I do condemn lies and falsehoods. Maybe I just needed that confirmation that I was being lied to and manipulated by someone with their own agenda, whatever that may have been.
I do know I feel my strength and confidence coming back so it is time to let the past rest in peace. With that I leave gem and wish her all happiness in her life.
Trust Respect Honour
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