Our Handfast Day

Today I stood beside you my Beloved
As your bride soon to be your wife
All nerves, fears and doubts banging in my head
This is forever not just for life
Then I see you and I know Beloved
All doubts cast away I know we are right
Today is yours and mine alone
Looking in your eyes I know the future is bright
The pledges cast in sacred ritual
Eternally binding our hearts as one
One ring never ending our love eternal
Jumping the broom our future begun
The scared pledges said and received
Love, Honour, Protection, Trust
Respect and Truth the promises made
Held dear in our blessed handfast.

Happy Birthday cheeky

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A Celebration of My cheeky lil angel's Birthday

Across My lap so still you lay.
Your buttocks to Me laid bare.
Awaiting My pleasure, My lil one.
The touch of My hand soon to be there.


Trembling as you lay across My knees.
Gentle caresses come from My hand.
Leather clad torment for you My subbie.
Then your cry as the first spanks land.


The warm breath from your moans
Burn hot on My denim clad thigh
Soft My whispers calm you My precious
'Slowly, My baby, no rushing the high'


Fingers probing, still I tease you
Pushing your need to give and please.
The leather slaps start up once again
Pleasure and pain, sweeter over My knees.


The rythmic conection between us
My hand its mark burns red on your ass cheek
Always I feed your hunger, My sweet angel
To free your darkest desires is all I seek


A birthday I alone can give to you
My subbie angel, it is you I adore
With each tormenting, even painful touch
It is you I desire, you are Mine to explore


Each slap from hand for a year since your birth
My angel I give you them all today
As you give Me the wonder of you
Let's take the time to enjoy our play


I long for the moment you submit
My hunger, My desire to feed
The play, the torment and tease
Are nothing its you that I need


My wish for your birthday, My cheeky
To find all that you are and can be
To give you My love, in honour and trust
Lifting your spirit, to subspace to be free



Happy birthday, My cheeky lil angel
No punishment just pleasure and delight
Throughout the day be happy, My love
Then once more embrace with Me in dreams tonight.

By

Jem Farmer

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Tribute - Paul Simon Rayburn

Redecoration

What ya think babes ??? xxxx

Welcome cheeky

Crowe and Jem are proud to adopt the monkey into our clan. Love ya. Will find some better monkey pics as soon as poss

Jem

He's a Pirate

He's a rascal, a mischievous imp

Dashing and charming, a gentleman too

Honour amongst thieves they say

He's my brave pirate, full of daring do!

Johnny Depp, eat your heart out

Jack Sparrow is cool yes I know

But far to camp and mincy

My pirate is perfect and so macho

So hoist the roger so jolly

I content to be his first mate

Sailing the seas of life

Just me and my pirate

Andy congratulions ya just been gotchaed by Jems lmao xxxxxxx

Tme to Heal

Well I guess I got the closure I needed yet again gem has lied to Me. With that one lie everything We had finally died in Me. I feel nothing except a sense of failure but I am now convinced you cannot teach someone who does not want to learn.

Trust is such a delicate flower and once damaged it is almost impossible to recover. Without that trust in a person I cannot give them any part of Me, so I doubt even friendship is an option now. And maybe tis better that way.

All I ask of anyone is simple honesty, if you can not give Me that walk away as you are not walking the same path as Me. I do not judge the truth but I do condemn lies and falsehoods. Maybe I just needed that confirmation that I was being lied to and manipulated by someone with their own agenda, whatever that may have been.

I do know I feel my strength and confidence coming back so it is time to let the past rest in peace. With that I leave gem and wish her all happiness in her life.

Trust Respect Honour

The Woman in Me

I'm not always strong
And sometimes I'm even wrong
But I win when I choose
And I can't stand to lose
But I can't always be
The rock that you see
When the nights get too long
And I just can't go on

The woman in me
Needs you to be
The man in my arms
To hold tenderly
Cause I'm a woman in love
And it's you I run to
Yeah the woman in me
Needs the man in you

When the world wants too much
And it feels cold and out of touch
It's a beautiful place
When you kiss my face

The woman in me
Needs you to be
The man in my arms
To hold tenderly
Cause I'm a woman in love
And it's you I run to
Yeah the woman in me
Needs the man in you

Yeah the woman in me
Needs the man in you

I need you baby
Yeah yeah Oh baby...

As I Lay Me Down

It felt like springtime on this February morning
In the courtyard birds were singing your praise
I'm still recalling things you said to make me feel alright
I carried them with me today, Now

(chorus) As I lay me down to sleep
This I pray
That you will hold me dear
Though I'm far away
I'll whisper your name into the sky
And I will wake up happy

I wonder why I feel so high
Though I am not above the sorrow
Heavy hearted
Till you call my name
And it sounds like church bells
Or the whistle of a train
On a summer evening
I'll run to meet you
Barefoot barely breathing

(repeat chorus)

It's not too near for me
Like a flower I need the rain
Though it's not clear to me
Every season has its change
And I will see you
When the sun comes out again

(repeat chorus)

Sophie B Hawkins

Blessed Samhein

Free and Magickal Graphics by MyspaceMagick.com

Found This

What ya thinks babes?

xxxxx Jem

Love is ...

Love is...
being happy for the other person when they are happy.
being sad for the other person when they are sad.

being together in good times and in bad times.

Love is the source of strength !

Love is...
being honest with yourself at all times.

being honest with the other person at all times.
telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending.
Love is the source of reality !

Love is...
an understanding that is so complete that
you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are
and not trying to change them to be something else

Love is the source of unity !

Love is...
the freedom to pursue your own desires while
sharing your experience with the other person.
the growth of one individual along side of
and together with the growth of another individual.
Love is the source of success !

Love is...
the excitement of planning things together.
the excitement of doing things together.

Love is the source of the future !

Love is...
the fury of the storm,
the calm of the rainbow.
Love is the source of passion !

Love is...
giving and taking in a daily situation,
being patient with each other's needs and desires.
Love is the source of sharing !

Love is...
knowing that the other person
will always be with you regardless of what happens
missing the other person when they are away
but remaining near in heart at al times
Love is the source of security

Love is...the source of life !

Thoughts for the 22 November

"Gently cradled in her feathery wing,
the goddess links her energy
with the male and female of humankind,
creating a labyrinth which represents
the many twists and turns of life.
Spiraling downward, a staircase leads
to the entrance of another world,
where romance and tranquility eternally dance.
When minds are joined in this fashion,
a perfect synergy is created,
leading to spiritual growth and
vital transformation."

More Spam from Jems

Just some spam from me to keep you company while I am down with the olds.

TAT Design?
Ohhh hello Binky
argggggggggh not in naffing pink it aint yuck yuck

I am in many pieces
A jigsaw puzzle of confusion
Maybe this time I get it right
And put the pieces back in the right order
With your help babes always.
I love You xxxxxxxxx

Dark Angel

Dream lover.
like a dark angel
fallen from the sky
looming over me.
Offer me an inviting hand
Let me reach out to you.
I can feel it...
The warmth you radiate
in you
only in you.
We embrace passionately
and melt into each others arms
Even the darkest moments
feel like heavens come alive
my cares take to flight
my heart starts to soar
when I hear you whisper the words,
"I need you...."
I know its true
for I need you too my love.
Two souls become one
In a realm no one can venture
Dark angel
my sweet dark angel
tell me you will stay
give me your fatal silver kiss,
And let me be with you
in the immortal coil of love
forever....

Mail without spam

Andy and Jem 2008????

LMAO

Thought you might like some email without the usual megadik and wan qin signatures. So its Jems spam instead... yep sums up how I feel chopped up and slowly reforming... fuck do I now know what its like to be a tin of spam...

If

If anything good has come from this mess its that I don't have to restrict some of My blogs because they could cause upset. Hell what was I doing?????????????????????

Life Changes

Life is always changing and We have to stay with it. When those changes are painful and cut to the core of the being We also need to focus on the things that don't change and give Us are sense of security and well being.

One of those for Me is My Andy, I can be Me and know I have His support and love and He has Mine, always. We are and always will be One.

Trust Honour Respect

Jems

Harry Potter

Star Wars Spoof Battle

Star Trek vs Star Wars

Oh Jean Luc

Sweet Transvestite

Time Warp

athamay

music and the beat

s+M Food

Mabon Blessings

Thank You xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

For My Andy, My Crowe

Thank you for 7 wonderful years and still no itch.


always,

Jem
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Stairway to heaven

Foxy tunes way cool

OOOOOH Just checking a new program works

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Now playing: Dire Straits; Mark Knopfler - Brothers in Arms
via FoxyTunes

cats on da brain

thank god I keep the keyboard out of cat range


lifes a bowl of shit aint it?


you can dream puppy



a patch quilt stealer mog



aint that a Nobby cat



does he look pissed or what???


mac and tidds comparing rat tails???

Gimme all your lovin'

... and a harley would be nice too pwease babes xxxx

The Power of Love

I don't know about You babe but I hated this song to distraction back in the '80s. Now the words sum up so mush that it is You and Me. Or probably I am turning into an old mush slapper like Me mother ... god I hope not

The whispers in the morning
Of lovers sleeping tight
Are rolling like thunder now
As I look in Your eyes
I hold on to Your body
And feel each move you make
Your voice is warm and tender
A love that I could not forsake

[first chorus]
'Cause I am Your Lady
And You are My Man
Whenever You reach for Me
I'll do all that I can

Lost is how I'm feeling lying in Your arms
When the world outside's too
Much to take
That all ends when I'm with You

Even though there may be times
It seems I'm far away
Never wonder where I am
'Cause I am always by Your side

'Cause I am Your Lady
And You are My Man
Whenever You reach for Me
I'll do all that I can

[second chorus]
We're heading for something
Somewhere I've never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the power of love

The sound of Your heart beating
Made it clear
Suddenly the feeling that I can't go on
Is light years away

'Cause I am Your Lady
And You are My Man
Whenever You reach for Me
I'll do all that I can

We're heading for something
Somewhere I've never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the power of love

Jennifer Rush

Introduction

A lot of My pages are dedicated to gem and I feel its about time I dedicated a page to the One person on this planet who has been My rock and support for the last 7 years. So this page is for My Husband, My Partner, My Switch and Lord Crowe to My Lady Crowe., My Andy.

I want to say thank You for being there for Me and I love You, always

Jem